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Thursday, June 08, 2006
6/08/2006 08:23:00 PM

Hey palss... i decided to jux post on my xanga from now on...but of course i will still leave this lovely blog here.. cus i really love having a blog.. hehee.. have all my fav friend's blog links.. my photo album collections...and my pretty layout.. hehee... soo.. here is the link to my xanga.. i know some of u cant leave a message cus not member... i will try to put a tag board up ok?? or else u guys can be really nice and sign up on xanga, so that u guys can comment lor.. plsss.. pretty plss.. hehee... MY XANGA WHERE I WILL BE POSTING i love you guys...

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Monday, March 20, 2006
3/20/2006 06:05:00 PM

YAY... 20th march is here again... and i am happily celebrating my 20th bdae... my weekend was really ncie.. full of wishes and presents and cakes and "princess like treatment".. hehee.. totally enjoyed it.. haha.. i really enjoyed myself.. the surprises i got from all the presents.. everyone made my weekend a whole lot better... though i had to stay up late almost every nite to study for orgo chem exam... but i am really feeling really happy at the same time... how i wish everyday is my bdae and i can forever be this happy and cheerful.. hehee... Thanks to ALL whu didnt forget my birthday.. really nice surprises and wishes... all the warm wishes are well recieved and i really appreciate all ur thots and calls and texts and messages on MSN... i love ya guys..thanks and thanks again.... serena, cindy, Ls, sathish, nel, ps, angela, willy, dav, irene, cheryl, nash, jia qing, edwin, xiu, Jq.. thanks for all the wishes... cant wait to see ya guys if i happen to go back to spore this summer... that is IF i go back lah.. hahaha... i love all my present too.. mum gave me a precious moment bed set, nash got me electronic sudoku game(yes!!! all the way from spore), second bro got me a really cool leather case for my ipod, sis in law and big bro got me a Coach little bag i always wanted, cousins got me really cute tinkerbell picture frame and the really nice smelling aroma sense thing.. really cool. i also got a personalized blanket from audrey.. really cute from disney!! my dearest bf, jay got me an isotonic mattress pad, it is really comfy.. sleeping will be great from now on with this expensive padding on my back..haha..Love them allll..i love all my presents.. i feel soo loved.. haha... THANKS TO ALL WHU MADE MY 20TH birthday such a great One...

you make my life perfect-`

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
3/15/2006 09:55:00 PM

spring break is here.. i went to Ac for a stay over with my sec bro, mum and cousin... here are some pics...

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Friday, March 10, 2006
3/10/2006 10:36:00 AM

u know? i jux found out that it is the first time this sem that i have been to the com lab in sch to use the computers.. hehee... cus my schedule this sem is sooo nice and sweet.. i dun have to spend any breaks nor free time here... but today, i came to sch early cus i went to the dentist b4 this and i didnt want to go home then come to sch.. so i jux came straight to school lor... talked to my prof for a little bit and tried to study.. but i got a little too bored, so i decided to come over and use the com like i am doing now.. it is spring break next week.. YAY... no plans actually... jux going to Atlantic city for a little stay over with my mum and bro and cousin on monday... then, i got to study for my orgo mid term coming up imme. after the break and got to work also.. sian man. but on the brighter side... it is getting warmer outside and i am really loving it... time for flip flops and tank tops and little skirts and lovely outdoor fun.. hehee... i wish i have u guys back in spore here with me..so that we can have some fun together in this wonderful weather, where it is not too hot nor too cold... jux rite for great fun... i know alot of pple are asking when i will be going back to spore.. wanna know wat?? it is sad but i have to admit that i really have to cash to go back at the moment.. as much as i love to and as much as i really want to go back home.. i really dun see myself back there anytime soonnn... i am jealous of angela..she is going to go back to spore to meet with the rest this summer break.. i wish i can go back too.. i havent been home since 1.5 yrs ago. well... with that said... i duno if u guys reading this realise that i am turning 20 next week.. ARGH.. i am getting old and i am not very happy.. no more teen and i heard pple say that time pass by faster after u hit the "20" in life..... in the past when i was still in spore... i couldnt wait to be 18.. so that i dun have to borrow ID to go to club.. But after i became 18.. i was in USA where i cant even go to clubs at 18.. it is 21 to be clubbing over here... but then... it doesnt really matter if i can go club here or not lor.. i dun want to go clubbing without my gfs in spore anyway... heheee... turning 20 is going to be hard.. no friends to celebrate it with me... i really wan to try spending a bdae in the clubs with friends and all.. but i dunno if i will ever have that chance..=( let's shift the gear... 2 days ago, i toked to andrew from my church in spore... he was looking into schs in US, UK and aust.. and he asked me questions about if it is easy to adapt and blah blah... i found myself hesitating about encouraging him to come over to USA.. cus it really isnt easy to adapt to a life so diff from spore.. it is hard to leave friends u have in spore and to be here alone... it is lonely and sad.. and i have to admit that i am still feeling homesick and really wan to go home... k lah.. i think i typed a whole load of crap le.. and i dun even think alot of ppple read my blog anymore.. so i will stop here and go to class le... take care pals...

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Thursday, February 23, 2006
2/23/2006 09:57:00 PM

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Thursday, February 16, 2006
2/16/2006 11:44:00 PM

it's our first valentine's day this yr... we didnt meet on V dae itself, cus he had to work and i had to babysit... it wasnt that bad... cus everyday is V dae when it is with him..however, i went down to his place after school yesterday, one day after v dae. we went out for dinner.. hehee.. yummy and yummy... he got me a sudoku book cus i asked for one after i found myself an addict of sudoku.. haha.. and i couldnt stop playing when we got home after dinner yesterday.. till i was home.. i was still playing it.. hahaha... today.. he came down after school and surprised me with a massage session..we went to some place to have masage... HEHEEE... it was so funny.. it felt weird being touched by a man i dun noe.. WAhahahaha... but it was pretty good.. at nite we went to watch a movie. pink panter... it's pretty ok.. not too bad.. some pretty funny parts made me laughed like crazy.. we had white castle after the show.. i am sooo darn full now... and satisfied with my v dae special from him... thanks JAy.. love ya..

my food

his food

jay with gifts

us..

you make my life perfect-`

it's our first valentine's day this yr... we didnt meet on V dae itself, cus he had to work and i had to babysit... it wasnt that bad... cus everyday is V dae when it is with him..however,
i went down to his place after school yesterday, one day after v dae. we went out for dinner.. hehee.. yummy and yummy... he got me a sudoku book cus i asked for one after i found myself an addict of sudoku.. haha.. and i couldnt stop playing when we got home after dinner yesterday.. till i was home.. i was still playing it.. hahaha...
today.. he came down after school and surprised me with a massage session..we went to some place to have masage.. HEHEEE... it was so funny.. it felt weird being touched by a man i dun noe.. WAhahahaha... but it was pretty good.. at nite we went to watch a movie. pink panter... it's pretty ok.. not too bad.. some pretty funny parts made me laughed like crazy..
we had white castle after the show.. i am sooo darn full now... and satisfied with my v dae special from him...
thanks JAy.. love ya..

you make my life perfect-`

Sunday, February 05, 2006
2/05/2006 08:09:00 PM

SOO... does it mean that if i am the youngest, i am not successful?? if i am not working yet, i am not going to make alot of money?? if i am still in school, that means i am useless??
i've been feeling really stressed out recently, cus my family is looking down on me. they think i am useless, not earning money.. majoring in chemistry isnt going to bring me anywhere. i am not going to earn as much as them when i come out to work..
i feel like i have to make sure i become really successful, i have to drive a luxury car.. i ahve to own a huge big house, i have to earn 50K once i get out of school, or else they will laugh at me.. they will look down on me.. they will think i am useless and trash..
i dun like this at all.. i am stressed out.. i am feeling hurt.. i am feeling i am trash.. cus i cant even promise myself i can be that successful right away.. i need time, and they are not giving it to me.. i am cryiung in this heart of mine.. i hate this feeling.. i hate them.. i need encouragement, i need love, i need care.. not them pulling me down.. not them throwing stones at me..
i wan them to Fu*k Off

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
1/25/2006 12:51:00 AM

.........DISNEY ON ICE PRINCESS...........

I went with Jay to Disney on Ice tonight and it was jux SO MUCH FUN... haha.. i felt like a kid all over again... cus it was Princess Classics and it was a overview of all the Princess - Fairy Tale Stories that was ever told.. it was soo pretty and grand and cute and amazing and Goodness.. i enjoyed myself alot...... some pics maybe??? Minnie and Mickey

Aladin's elephant

this is Princess Jasmine and aladin

7 Drafts

Cinderalla's Mouse

All the PRincesses...

IN the carriage to the ball

Cinderalla dancing with her Prince

Mickey and Minnie

Princesses at cinderalla's Wedding..SO PRETTy

Fairy God Mother...

click on the pic and see the big pic... it is pretty clear...

My prince and Moi.. hehee.

that's mee.. HOME but still wondering at my Princess's land.. hehee...

Happy 25th... love ya..

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Friday, January 20, 2006
1/20/2006 02:01:00 AM

this is the 3rd post i am posting up today.. but i am a little bored and bo liao.. so here is wat i did... haha. haha i looked back at some of the old pics and came across all the pics we took in SA and i remembered that serena gave me her sa uniform.. so i tried it on.. and missed SA ALOT... i couldnt stop thinking about all the fun i had with all the friends and wearing this outfit was a flashback of memories and goodness... it was fun.. haha... i love the length...haha.. are these the skirt i passed to u b4 i left, serena? goodness... haha... this is a trip do

wn memo

ry lane..

you make my life perfect-`

i love this guy.. hehee.. he puts smiles in my life no matter when and where... he is my darling and my love.

you make my life perfect-`

my wisdom tooth aftermath STIll HURTS.. and i got to go to the dentist again tomorrow.. goodness.. i am tired of going to the dentist... haha.. hopefully it is the last time... they placed some strings of medicated stuff in my wound when i visited them on tues.. and they are going to remove it tomorrow, YAY but Neh cus they may put another string in tomorrow for the weekend.. SUX.. dun like the medication.. i have been dog-sitting my cousins' doggies cus my cousin went back to spore for vacation... so everyday i got to go to my uncle's place to visit and feed the doggies... 2 days ago, i found out that one of the dogs, deedee, has a very red eye... i was soo worried, i couldnt sleep lah.. cus i was scared and worried for that little dog.. So i brought the dogs to the vet yesterday and deedee has medication for her eye... i really hope she gets better soon.... i really hate it when dogs get sick, they dun tok to me and i dunno if they are feeling better with the medication or they are not. i dunno if they are ok or not, cus they dun tell me.. AHH... and i am not very good at reading doggie's body language.. haha my school is starting next monday.. a little excited..a little sian.. but i will be having a 3 days week.. having classes on mon,weds and fri.. so that is cool.. hehee...

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Friday, January 13, 2006
1/13/2006 07:26:00 PM

i got my wisdom tooth out yesterday.. the surgery was ok.. it was a little fun at the beginning with the funny gas and the IV thing... i couldnt stop laughing while breathing the funny smelling funny gas.. haha... and then it was time for the IV injection...i started counting to 10 once i saw the liquid going into my body.. i think i counted up to 6 and i got knocked off.. haha.. FUN then i guess the surgery began.. haha.. BUT I WOKE UP AT THE LAST 10 MINUTES of the surgery... i felt really dizzy actually... felt like i was drunk and crazy... but i could see the doctor stiching me up .... i saw the needle and "tread" coming out and into my mouth.. haha.. i didnt feel like it hurt but it was a little weird looking at the surgery with a drunk mind... haha.. a little funny... BUT i am in alot of pain now... i am swelling a little not very bad.. but i am in a lot of pain.. the pain killers that were given to me is not as strong as i wish they would be.. i've been home for 2 days... ALONE.... and i am in pain... i woke up at 545am this morning crying in pain... goodness... not good at all.. i need a little love... ok enuff said.... so overall.. wisdom teeth are gone.. surgery was ok... beginning was fun.. aftermath HURTS...

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Saturday, January 07, 2006
1/07/2006 01:42:00 PM

i am sick wor... thanks to my greatest BF..hahaha... he gave it to me... so it is 2006 already..AMAZING... i cant actually believe it. i am turning 20 this yr..how SAD!!! the city on the 30th of dec.. we were walking around broadway and hoping to take a last look of the rockafella tree b4 it is tore down.. GOODNess.. u have no idea how many freaking pple are there in the city.. i also lost myself in the hugh crowd.. i felt as if i was in town back in spore except it was really cold in the city and spore was ALWAYS hot.. haha.. after we saw that big pretty tree.. we went to the "build-a-bear" shop cus gwen wanso anyway... i am here to share how i spent my new yrs.. hehee.. it was all good... i met gwen inted to build her little rabbit... we were there for at least 2 hours..cus there was a line and a LOT of pple... hahaha.. but gwen had a good time..and i got my little monkey a hockey outfit...cus jay play hockey and i guess that would be the only outfit he would want me to get for my little monkey..haha....(will show u the pic later) on new yr's eve... i went to jay's friend's house with jay and his friends...it was fun... ah mo ppl can be really fun at times... hahaha..wateva... i had a great time... PICture time.. this is me and gwen at rockafella center

this is jay with my little monkey in his new hockey outfit...

you make my life perfect-`

Monday, December 26, 2005
12/26/2005 12:39:00 AM

this christmas i got quite SOME stuffs... and i feel really REALLY SPOILED... and i agree that i am spoiled... thanks to ALL who spoiled me... hahaha... but i really wanna shout out a THANKSSSS... let's see wat i got this yr...

nice blue sweater
ipod nano
elf sound track
512mb SD card ---FINALLY (has been on my wishlist for A YEAR)
white polo
Blow Up "plush" chair
macy's gift card
"The Bonesetter's Daughter" Book--heard it is really good)
$100 apple store gift card--Thanks to my sis-in-law and Big bro--- i love the card they wrote me..
tigger photomasaics puzzle
lush bath ball
jeans
comfort slippers for home wear
body lotion
2 earrings, one blacelet
hat
cash
chocolates

I AM SPOILED i promise i will be a good gurl next yr...

you make my life perfect-`

Saturday, December 24, 2005
12/24/2005 05:08:00 PM

MErrryyy Christmas to ALL....

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Friday, December 16, 2005
12/16/2005 01:00:00 AM

i had econs finals today...having orgo chem tomolo and on monday...and i will be done for this sem..Finally!! this sem is voer...YAY... but i am not really that excited or happy for this coming holiday... not exactly....not when after angela told me she is not coming down to NYC le and she is going back to spore... i was pretty much looking forward to meeting her lor...but dun get me wrong..i am definitely not blaming her for this.... whu wouldnt go back home for the holidays.. i would too.. indeed..i really wan to go back for the holidays... i miss Home... really miss home...i want to go back to catch up with my friend..i wan t go back to say hi to my little new nephew..i wanna go to town to celebrate christmas... i wan to go back for christmas i miss home so much..i think i can cry over here thinking about it... there is this really quiet sadness in this little heart of mine... i miss Home.. i miss my friends... friends whu i really love...friends whu probably already forgotten me.. i know i lost some already... from not keeping in touch..i lost their track of life..i dunno how they are doing..i dunno if they are still there for me...and i only have myself to blame... being this far away from home..i cant be there for my friends too.. and of course they have their own friends in spore and i am long lost in their contact list.. i am losing my friends...and being in Us and not being able to go back is jux going to make my friends forget me more... i know they do.. i know U do.. ... i jux miss home... i miss town. i miss my nite life..i miss the beach..i miss jux hanging out with my friends... my friends are forgetting me.... and this really is sad... i alway look thru the pics of the past and think back of those times...but this nv comes back in return..i know they have forgotten me already... i lost the flow with my friends...... i wanna go home...i miss home... i wan HOme...

you make my life perfect-`

Wednesday, December 14, 2005
12/14/2005 10:01:00 PM

Gwen and i at NYC...

Jay acting cute....

my cousin and i

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
12/13/2005 05:07:00 PM

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Monday, December 12, 2005
12/12/2005 01:11:00 PM

SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN...finals this week... CSC on monday (TODAY...) PHY on weds. Econs on thurs ORgo chem on friday and one more orgo chem NExt monday... PRay for me ok....thanks.... cant wait for this to be over...

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
11/29/2005 12:07:00 PM

say "YAY"..cant wait for xmas..cant wait for xmas break.. i am soo stressed out during this sem and i jux need to get out of sch for a little bit... how many times must i complain that ORganic chemistry is KIlling Me.. like any other xmas...i have a Xmas wishlist... hehee... so here we Go....

Mazda 3--- this will always be on my wishlist as long as i am jobless.
Ipod nano---i really wish i have one..but i dunno if i really need it
LCD screen--- cus my monitor is too big..it is taking half the table space.
More chinese drama series--- with enhlish subtitles will be great..so all my ABC friends can watch it with me..haha
More NIce winter clothes
Part-time modeling job
Something to play on my tv in my Room--- cus i am bored alot of the time.
Gettting into either NYU, TCNJ or Villinova with scholarship.
MORE fun...
this cute plush...click here to see..
oh my goodness...this will sound cool...click here
GOSh.... i wan this throw..click here
can't think of any now... but i will definitely update when something comes to mind..HAHA...

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
11/22/2005 09:48:00 PM

very very very sad.... read from my xanga ok? XANGA

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
11/15/2005 07:13:00 PM

remember fruitella??? i am eating it now..and i am missing those days we had in Wss....goodness....

thanks for my wet chair every morning...
thanks for my full-of-doderet pencil case..
thanks for the monkey(okk) game..rememebr how fast we could go back to our sitting arrangement when we knew ms chan is coming??
thanks for all the candies and troubles we got into together...
thanks for the encouragement u guys gave
OHHH...remember the captain's ball games..i MISS THEM
our 4E1 dance for teacher's day?? ONe WILd nite...
all the fun we had...i can nv forget
I MISS ya 4E1...

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Thursday, November 10, 2005
11/10/2005 08:46:00 PM

it's finally the end of the week all over again...it's a holiday tomorrow..hence it;s a LONG weekend...SING horrray for moi...YAY...but i got to study for my organic chem....which is a KIller subject..i got to settle my application form to my other colleges too..got too much in my "to do list" and on top of that...i have to find time to rest and watch my Liu Xing Hua Yuan, i jux started watching the second season from disc 16 all over again...CUS i need entertainment...and i wan to watch chinese show so that my chinese wun be so suxy..hahaha...and of course on top of everything...i have to spend time thinking of my baby..hehee....HAHA...havent seen him in like 4 days...cus he has to work and all..SUX...and tomolo he has to go for the concert thing for school and he wun be coming to church...ARGH....Life is soo full of things to do...i wish i could stop at some pt and jux enjoy life the way i want to...... so winter break is about a mth away....wat am i going to do?? angela, u coming down to nyc?? if u are..then i think i wait wait for u here..instead of going up and then coming down here again.... rite?? u got to come to nj to visit my place ok?? haha... i am excited for my break..cus i will be done with this stressful sem..next sem will be soo great.i will have 3 days of sch out of the whole week....YAY....maybe i can find a part time job... well well well..... i am going to watch my MG2...bye for now....

ever seen me in pigtails?? HAHA....there u go..

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, November 01, 2005
11/01/2005 05:07:00 PM

ME AND MY BABY At the retreat...

At chris Tomlin's concert in the city

you make my life perfect-`

i am back again.....i am in sch now..jux had my orgo chem lab and my hands stinks of chemicals....cus now..we are playing with highly toxic chemicals and it strains EVERYTHING>..even my gloves...goodness..it is really dangerous... my weekend was really good...saturday..i went to a cron maze with my fellowship..it was HUGH....a really fun corn maze...when i was in there..i kept thinking of the dreams that i used to have of being LOST in a maze and having a limited time to get out of it...anyway..the corn maze was fun..' then we went to a friend's house to watch meteor garden 2...HAHAHA...IT was nice watching it again..i always forgets wat happens, even though i watched it like 4 times..haha... at nite..we went to eat dinner at FAT burgers...IT WAS SOOO GOOD....goodness..it was my first time there and it was soo delicious..haha..i loved it... which i could have more..haha... afterwhich..we went to D&B's--a place full of fun.... jay played the jackpot game and won more then 1400 tickets...hehee..YAY..so i brought home a cute little doggie and alot of other stuff...hehee on sunday...jay and i lead sunday worship...it was ok i guess....i wished i sang softer, so that i wouldnt ruin jay's great voice....sorry jay..BUT still...u are amazing...SOO amazing..hehee...thank GOd for a great voice in JAy....nv fails to make my melt..hahaha... ok..i have to go for my other class soon...but b4 that i got to do my h/w..haha..so off i go..have a good week pple..love ya..

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, October 20, 2005
10/20/2005 10:08:00 PM

does anyone read this blog?? why is it that no one is tagging me??
i miss u guys in spore!! do u guys still remember me??
ever felt like u want more than u already have...UNlimited wants!!! (econs)
does anyone ever realise that comparing with other pple is jux making life more difficult for urself to live??
do u know that i have been reading ur blog??
u guys know that i still care alot about u all out there???even though we may be miles and miles away??
can someone remind me and keep reminding me that i cant have both sides of the world...
i miss my past times in spore..in wss..in Sa...in sngs...in CHS...in netball team..in prefects..in town..in SPORE...
i love my bf...
sometimes, someone jux cant enuff out of life...u feel that with me???

here's a little of my shout out for pple out there...

serena--- i miss u...really do..jux to sit in the cafe...or jux going out..i miss first 3 mths..
xiu--- u are such a tai tai...i wun forget the first time i met u in class..and u were sleeping behind...OMG..jux wanted to slap u..HAHA...and look now..i love U..haha
angela-- i am serious...come to the city for uni...it will be fun...we will be crazy..
PS... u have no idea how much i miss ur comforting...
nel---goodness... u too...my dearest brother in christ...u've been someone whu have lfet footsteps in my life..thanks
marcus--- u are not forgotten...dun worry..haha
bong....ah yo..u ah...it's amazing to know u....really..i miss u
cheryl lam....u ahhhh.......i miss all the things i did with u...which is practically EVERYTHING....remember u are my most "ON" friend,,and i really love u...
ying wen...u are soo cute...i miss ur presence all in all..hahaha..ur hugs too..
Charlotte--- my friend whu used to work at haagan daaz ...i remember i use to go there with th and wait for u to finish work and eat ice cream..haha..and u have always been soo caring..i miss u
ann--so cute soo tal..soo HK porn star..haha...i miss u
debra-- always there to hear u bitch...love it to be with u guys..haha
PW...wah....how have u been?

goodness...wrting this is jux making me remember the first time i went clubbing..the chinese new yr dinner at my place...the first 3 mth's fun... the classes that we ponned...the times in the SC and the times we watched rugby and scoccer and basketball together..though i was there for only a yr and a little bit...SA has really blessed me with good friends and memories.... ok..so i am doing the SA peeps today....i will write more ok??? SOON....

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
10/18/2005 11:54:00 AM

i had a really great weekend and i am too lazy to write about all over again...so here is the link to my xanga..read it from there ok?? there are pictures there too...so it is great..thereu go..this is the link... http://xanga.com/wind_gal love u pple...

you make my life perfect-`

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
10/12/2005 02:47:00 PM

back in sch on a weds afternoon....jux had 2 classes and i am helping a friend out with economics cus we are having test tomorrow...hehee.... i am supper supper siaaaaaannnnnn ahhhh...... but i came across one phrase yesterday..and i am all encouraged and hyped up again...let me share it with u ok??? hehee...

i hope this encourages u ppl as u guys do wateva u guys are doing....it can be studying...working...but always remember...WATeva u do, it is getting u closer to wat u wan to be tomolo...SO pple HANG on...

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, October 11, 2005
10/11/2005 12:17:00 PM

with 10 mintues left b4 my class starts...i decided to blog a little...hehee...YAY.... i went to a chris tomlin's concert in the city..it was GREAT....to be able to shout for GOd and dance and sing loudly and clap and be crazy for GOd.....totally reminds me of FOP in spore....Festival of Praise....it was jux great.......i love it...... GOd is soo amazing..so Great..so wonderful.....i LOve Him...

you make my life perfect-`

Saturday, October 01, 2005
10/01/2005 06:09:00 PM

haha...sorry...i dunno wat got into me..but there is this sudden urge in me that makes me wanna yell out.."I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING BF ever..... HE is ever sweet..ever loving.....HE is soo babyish...so caring...my darling...my sweety PIe..... he does things that are sooo cute that cheers me up when i am down....He makes me smile and laugh when i am sick.....He is always thotful and sensitive....he encourages me when i need it....even though i get really irritating when i feel hopeless..He is always there...He is patience when he teached me how to do new stuffs...like playing the keybroad for sunday service...he promises me stuffs and nv breaks them and i know he will nv do... he is sooooo cute in character..i am telling all of u..SOOO cute..hahaha...he always makes me feel like i cant get enuff of him...goodness....all the little cute and sweet and adorable and funny things he does nv fails to cheer me up......" ok...shunt go on....hahaha....i jux love him...tooo much..hehee....

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, September 22, 2005
9/22/2005 08:28:00 PM

have u ever been soo drawn back to the past?? that u are hoping that the world could turn back time??? have u ever been so happy in the present...that u wish this time can jux pause and hold up??? have u ever worried soo much of the future, that u never wish it will come??? ORRR??? Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever????

you make my life perfect-`

Monday, September 12, 2005
9/12/2005 01:28:00 PM

i am back to sch and today is monday..it was fun so far so long...had economics this morning..and it was fun...then we had a college fair thing.....i joined this club called campus cruisade and we meet up every week for bible study and all..and today we gave out a HUGe goodie bag...with a really cool water bottle, dvds, books, bible and ermmmm....free d/l of songs too..hehee....it was fun....with the free food going around sch..it was great... now i am in csc class..it is a computer class..suppose to be boring..but it is ok for now...hehee....happy happy day...... i think i am happy today, cus the weathr is SOO GOOD..i LOVE it..

you make my life perfect-`

Wednesday, September 07, 2005
9/07/2005 08:59:00 PM

i love the weather today...it made me go crazy.....it was sunny out today,with a gentle breeze that blows away ur saddness....it was beautiful....absolutely beautiful..i was sitting in organic chem class and looking out the window and feeling the warm sunlight on my skin..i could see the leaves swaying with the breeze...it was sooo sweet..so nice....soooooooo beautiful..Thank God for a beautiful afternoon... it reminded me about Spore...after netball practice in Wss. 530-6pm..packing up and drinking our Milo from the drink store...walking down the slope to the bus stop...chattering away with all the rest...gossipping and bitching....Goodness...we were all sweaty and all...stiinky and dirty..but the cool breeze and warm sunlight is jux all we needed....GOODNESs...i miss netball....i really doooo....

you make my life perfect-`

Monday, September 05, 2005
9/05/2005 12:40:00 PM

yay yay yay......one last day of holiday b4 sch starts...and i will be back in sch tomolo......i am not that happy..but i really dun want to sleep at home and rot any longer... jay is working today..so i have to stay home and do nth...poor baby, working all the time.. i have no idea wat i can do man..heheheeeeeeee..... maybe i should go shopping later...with my parents...cus i am really broed..hahaha.....ok i should i am going to ask my mum now...bye....

you make my life perfect-`

Friday, August 26, 2005
8/26/2005 01:33:00 PM

so jay complained and said that i posted posts for angela and to angela and i nv post about him anymore..HAHAHA....wat a kid!!! u need attention,jay??? u got it....cus u r my darling baby...hahaha it was 25th yesterday...and yay...we went for sushi..i was craving for it for a LONG time..hahaha...happy 25th, baby....YAYYYYYYYYYy....cant wait for the day in the future when u will say " do u remember that day when we were 19 and i told u that we will be doing this..and there we r doing it...hehee.." cant wait for the day when we will sit in our comfy living room and watch tv with u..and oh..cant wait to have jewelry box everywhere....hehee.....jay....Thank God i found u...

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, August 25, 2005
8/25/2005 01:36:00 PM

YESh...as the Bolded title said...Angela called me....well, as she still doesnt have her internet setted up at ur place..she cant really blog nor chat....so pple, let's give her somemore time...... she is doing ok, i guess...of course missing everybody back in spore... so i foung out tat she is not going back for winter break...so we decided to do a road trip during the holiday....YAY...cant wait... well, angela is still like thousands and thousands of miles away from me...but knowing that she is only 2 hours flight away, rather than 18 hours flight away makes me know that i can see her more easily and possibly..that makes me happpy..hehee... angela....let's spend chrismas in NYC this yr....a white xmas??? okok????

you make my life perfect-`

Friday, August 19, 2005
8/19/2005 05:03:00 PM

Memories were fine, but you couldnt touch them smell them or hold them. They were nv exactly as the moment had been, & they faded with time.

you make my life perfect-`

angela..i know it was hard to go..hard to leave..to leave everyone whom u are sooo close with in spore...to not be able to see them for a long time...leaving is always difficult to do,isnt it??? indeed it was one of the hardest things i ever had to do 2 yrs ago... u got to hang on and hold those tears back, ok?? sch will be starting and it will be a new experience..u will be busy and slowly u will get use to everything... friends in spore will always be there for u...i know they will..bong, angeline, tum, serena, yingwen..everyone..wil be there...u will be fine....at least u have ur bro and mum with u, rite?? smile and enjoy the rest of summer in US,ok??? call me soon...cus in USA, nationwide calling has no extra charge...*haha still darling....put the smile on and wait for the day u r going back to spore for holiday....=)

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, August 16, 2005
8/16/2005 07:07:00 PM

hey..i dunno if u guys knew about it..but i went on a vacation with my family last mth....we went to florida Keys.....and here r some pics....enjoy..hehee... >>>>HERE<<<<

you make my life perfect-`

Monday, August 15, 2005
8/15/2005 04:15:00 PM

it's monday today..and i am at work....but whu care's?? let me update a little...haha........i went shopping during the weekends..bought some clothes,bag,toys,bedsheets and that's about it..HAHa...i had a pretty good weekend...love it.hehee jay is back from Ma. hahaha....he got me alot of stuffs...hehee....a sweat shirt, a tshirt, a flipflop thing which is really cute..haha...~thanks BABbbbyyyyyyy~ haha....and yesterday when we went shopping i bought another sweat shirt which is only $10, wat a good buy...it was discounted...from $40 to $10..YAY..hehee...and jay got me a huffalump,,sooo cute..i brought it to work today..HAHAH..i am such a KId..hehee... my friend,stephanie from my Nj church went to PA for uni le..i am soo sad..haha..and my other friend, daniel from church too is going to Mn to stay for 5-6 yrs.....i am going to be soo bored..."JAy, we need to go somewhere too.." hehee "wat bout miami?? or somewhere else in florida,jay?"

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, August 11, 2005
8/11/2005 01:48:00 PM

SOOO after reading cheryl yu's blog..i decided to fill my blog with my "him" too..HAHAHA....jux so that i dun feel left out..haha...i read angela's blog..she also have all the updates..haha...and not forgetting bong...she became sooo "ro ma" after being with thomas....ME too..i wan to update HERE..haha..who cares whu reads now..hahaha... my baby is off vacation with his family....to some state theat is very long to spell and very long to pronounce..HAHAHA..do i miss him?? OF COURSE..haha...to know that is he soo far from me and not 20 minutes drive away is killing me...but at least, this time when he left, we had a proper goodbye hug...hehee....the last time when he went to the lake house with him friends, he had a birthday party at his friend's rob's house..and we couldnt really say bye with a hug..cus we didnt wan to PDA..HAHAHA....and that time when he left for 4 days was like soooooooo terrible...felt like i need him all the time...missed him sooo much....and when he came back, it was like i havent seen him in 5 yrs...hugged him sooo tight...hehee... well, for now..he left on tues and will be back sat..and it is thurs already..so i am very evyr happy...2 days down..2 to go...YAY...baby i miss yaaaaa

you make my life perfect-`

Wednesday, August 10, 2005
8/10/2005 07:44:00 PM

getting out of our comfort zone....u think it is something hard to do?? i think so...but wat if ur comfort zone isnt bringing u smiles as foten as u hope it does??? wait a minute..then that wouldnt be called a comfort zone already, rite??? well, as so many pple around are thinking or are already moving away or moving out..i am thinking of dorming....i wan to dorm....i wan to go to TCNJ, the college of new jersey...i dunno..it jux has been in my mind for a little bit...

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, August 09, 2005
8/09/2005 01:35:00 PM

happy birthday spore... having that in mind..i noticed i do miss WSS sooo much...i remember the fun we had for national day..one mth in advance, we decorated our classroom..and we practiced the theme song for the year..and the song would be playing over the PA system every morning...we were made to sing it during music lesson and everytime we go to the hall for stuff..and we had to say the long "poem" thing..the one which describes about the war we had in spore and all those things which are soo boring...haha....weird..but i miss national day..haha... i used to love all the theme songs for national day..remember "home"? "whenever i am feeling low, i look around me and i know...that a place that will stay within me..wherever i may choose to go....i will always recall the city..know every street and shore...stand by the river which brings us life..winding through my singapore....this is HOme..truly, where i know i must be..where my dreams wait for me..where the river always flow..this is HOme....surely..as my senses tells me..this is where..i wun be aloneeEE...for this is where i know it's HOME..." wOW see how that WHOLE song is still in my mind??? i am good..i love that song.... again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY spore...

you make my life perfect-`

Friday, August 05, 2005
8/05/2005 12:04:00 AM

it is during times like that when i think i need to take sometime out to regret....to regret not eating grass with u then..to regret not staying then..regret leaving then.... ohhhhhhhhhhh NOOOOOOOOoooooo....wat is happening???? a part of me is really happy for u..but apart of me jux cant smile..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh......miss ya....

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, August 02, 2005
8/02/2005 01:28:00 PM

sorry if i havent been updating....too much stuff happening...i jux cant take the time out to write a post le...too tired, too much things going on...but today..i have to write something...hehee....jux to tell u guys that i am hanging on..dun worry... ~when bad things happen,all the other bad things starts coming...~ ever felt that way??? i wonder how God let that happen...but i am still having faith...i know HE will help me thru..help us thru.. bad news to all...i broke my tooth AGAIn....the filling come off when i was flossing...i am 'banned' from eating candy by jay and i cant chew on my right now...which really sux...cant wait to get it done this friday... i think my minivan is breaking down..i am hearing noises and i dun think it is going to last anymore longer...i need a car..but i have no money to get one...i really wan a new car..but seeing all the stress that comes with it..i dun think want one now...i cant take the stress...hahaha.. this phrase that has been in my mind for sometime... " if only we had more money..everything would be so much easier..life will be so much happier.." someone,pls tell me that is not a good thing to think about...haha... to all those whu r dorming and moving into NUS...HAVE FUN....i wish i was there with u all..then we can dorm near each other and have soo much fun together....xiu, i saw ur pics of ur room..i love it...EVERYONE,ENJOY THE EXPERIENCE!!! but to those who stays near xiu, GOOD LUCK!!1

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
7/19/2005 01:03:00 PM

yah xiu..i am working for the rest of the summer... doing some office work for my uncle's factory...9 to 5 job..hehee but i will be tkaing off for the next 3 days, cus i will be going to florida with my family for a 5 days holiday...YAY...cant wait to be there tomorrow...YAY...we r going to scuba dive,but i have to take lessons..so maybe i will do snokelling..wateva it is..i willbe going away...hip hip hurray!!! is it true that a week b4 ur mense, u can eat wateva and not gain any weight???? if that is the case...maybe i should et all my junk food NOW..hahaha i had a really bad PMS yesterday nite...made my baby really sad....OPPS...i am sorry...will definitely be aware of that the next time.....anyway.I NEED A HUG!!!!!

you make my life perfect-`

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
7/13/2005 09:50:00 AM

i am at work now...hahaha....i sneaked into my dad's office to use his com..hahaha....btw, i am working at my uncle's factory, doing office jobs...it is ok..nothing much to complain about...it is ok..pple here r nice...but there isnt much to do, which is wat i dun like..time passes soo slower when i have nth to do..i would rather have a ton of work to do and have time pass by real quickly..haha... finally..something is going on between them..hahaha....FINALLY..hahaa..AWESOME... anyway, yesterday i did this call confeerence call thing with 3 other pple..HOW cool..it was fun...really fun..Hope they had fun..hehee...=)

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, July 12, 2005
7/12/2005 07:02:00 PM

feel like something is wrong...something is happening..BUT i dunno wat..i dunno how..i dunno when..jux really not happy recently...from u..from him?? from them?? i dunno.....maybe i havent been good recently....maybe GOd is doing something in me....maybe we jux arent that good for each other....maybe i am asking too much..maybe i am too much...maybe i am not suppose to be with u...maybe..jux maybe...ARGH...............i am crazy..all i need is a hug...all i need is some more attention....maybe all i need is a break???? i am jealous...i duno why..i dunno why...i am tired...i dunno when...MAybe all i need is a break.....

you make my life perfect-`

Monday, July 11, 2005
7/11/2005 07:53:00 PM

ok lah....i am back blogging..sorry didnt get to post anything for the past few weeks....i had like 3 exams last week..then i started work this week...so i have been a little busy...my weekend was busy too..... on sat...we had a surprise birthday party for steph....HAPPY BDAY, STEpH....hope u had fun...i stayed at steph's place till bout 130am......we played hide and seek and took a walk in the dark...hehee...seen some pple flew over the bushes and some pee on the wall.... then on sunday...my family and relatives went white water rafting....it was fun even though the water was very calm..but i am really happy,i got a really DArK tan....YAY....finally....but it hurts...SUN BURN..haha..Ouch ouch when i shower....OUCH..hahaha.... "better together???maybe" ---------this sound really familiar, doesnt it???

you make my life perfect-`

Monday, June 27, 2005
6/27/2005 10:03:00 PM

ever came to a pt of time when u feel like u r lost in life..like u dunno what u r going to do next? asking questions like why did that happened?? why am i not good enuff?? why isnt this like that?? why cant this be better??? felt like the whole is crashing down on u....the whole world is falling, but u r the only one feeling like that??? and u dunno how the world can still spin despite all these problems and pains u r going thru... oh my goodness.....dun worry...u r not alone.....i feel for u....i feel for me...i feel for u too,baby....life isnt all smooth and beautiful...ups and downs help to shape a person....as long as we have God in mind....we will be fine.... I feel for ya...

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
6/14/2005 11:47:00 AM

"nobody is perfect" he said....

you make my life perfect-`

Saturday, June 11, 2005
6/11/2005 02:23:00 PM

how can i ever meet someone sweeter than u???? u make me melt......arghhh...

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, June 09, 2005
6/09/2005 09:13:00 PM

was on my way home, when i heard the song..."wo ni de shou" on my cd burnt for me by someone...brought back thousands and thousands of memories... *ouch*

you make my life perfect-`

Saturday, June 04, 2005
6/04/2005 01:20:00 AM

i saw some pics from serena's blog....hehee....miss serena, ann, debra, pauline and Xiu...and XIU, why r u soooo slim now??? wat happened???now i feel SOOO SUPER FAT....oh my goodnes.....

you make my life perfect-`