i had econs finals today...having orgo chem tomolo and on monday...and i will be done for this sem..Finally!! this sem is voer...YAY... but i am not really that excited or happy for this coming holiday... not exactly....not when after angela told me she is not coming down to NYC le and she is going back to spore... i was pretty much looking forward to meeting her lor...but dun get me wrong..i am definitely not blaming her for this.... whu wouldnt go back home for the holidays.. i would too.. indeed..i really wan to go back for the holidays... i miss Home... really miss home...i want to go back to catch up with my friend..i wan t go back to say hi to my little new nephew..i wanna go to town to celebrate christmas... i wan to go back for christmas i miss home so much..i think i can cry over here thinking about it... there is this really quiet sadness in this little heart of mine... i miss Home.. i miss my friends... friends whu i really love...friends whu probably already forgotten me.. i know i lost some already... from not keeping in touch..i lost their track of life..i dunno how they are doing..i dunno if they are still there for me...and i only have myself to blame... being this far away from home..i cant be there for my friends too.. and of course they have their own friends in spore and i am long lost in their contact list.. i am losing my friends...and being in Us and not being able to go back is jux going to make my friends forget me more... i know they do.. i know U do.. ... i jux miss home... i miss town. i miss my nite life..i miss the beach..i miss jux hanging out with my friends... my friends are forgetting me.... and this really is sad... i alway look thru the pics of the past and think back of those times...but this nv comes back in return..i know they have forgotten me already... i lost the flow with my friends...... i wanna go home...i miss home... i wan HOme...

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